Interesting things

I'm an interesting person, we all are, and I need to pay more attention to my issues. I was talking with a friend last night about one thing, and another friend today about something else and I've come to a realization. I am way too negative. A lot of it is the way I was brought up, always look for the worst case scenario so you can prepare for it. Worry isn't a wasted action if it helps you find the solution, etc etc. Though there is a benefit to being negative once and while, I think I've slipped into it to the point that I am rarely positive about things anymore. Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying that everything is doom and gloom, but my first thoughts are usually of the worst case. Why not consider the best first?

So in an attempt to better myself as a person and to stop annoying the hell out of B I am going to work on being more positive.
Every time I catch myself having a negative thought I shall correct it to something still realistic, but more positive.

I wonder if there is something in people that makes them pes or opp?

I wrote something neg here, so I erased it, lol... I will be able to do this, it might not be easy but possible. I guess I gotta stop playing with cigs too and just quit. I messed up yesterday and had like four... now today I'm having a really hard time of it, duh, my own fault... but that's ok because with my new and improved personal positive mindset quitting should be a breeze :-)

I really hope I don't become one of those people who lie to themselves about how easy everything is going to be.